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im officially moving to  http://alyybelly.livejournal.com/

 

read my crap there!

ok everyone! im officially moving to  http://alyybelly.livejournal.com/

 

so read all my crap there!!!! love ya guys!

PRELIMS OVER!!!!! ok, almost:) haha, i havent updated for soooo long! not because i didnt have the time to, but because i lazy come here:) hehe:) anyways, who is the "meeee" person who posted the comment in my previous entry? walao... still cannot figure out:( shows how much i know my friends:P 

 

anyways, or the past few days i've been listening to my chemical romance! well, in fact, it was BLASTING in my ears, using ear phones:) haha. i think i will go deaf like very soon:) anyways, gerard way is like a total hottie! love him! but well, he's married to lyn-z from midless self indulgence:( ok, i have to admit she is actually quite hot herself, so... i've got nothing to say:) i got to go! byeeee 

today is the happiest day of my this yr! tmr im supposed to have enlish prelims paper 1 right and guess what? OUR SCHOOL GOT MASSIVE POWER FAILURE! i mean how hilarious is that? damn funny right? i thought it was a bloody joke when i heard it. hahaha, i mean, i dun wanna miss prelims what right? so turns out my friend was not lying after i checked with many ppl. i was damn happy that i was screaming and shouting around the house. LOLs . hahah, my mum thought i was crazy. the sad thing is that i practiced my compo today and it's all going to the drains cos i think i'll probably forget by monday, which i think is the make up day for the paper. hai... and i bought cupcake for mrs ong's bday alr, now have to keep til monday. if rot how? and then i told mdm boon i'll visit her on monday! looks like now i have to arrange another day. sighs. ANYHOW, im still beyond happy!!!!!

 

" you've made my heart too happy that i vomitted blood" - pon and zi

i feel like a total failure. because, my prelims are coming, and im still in a holiday mood! i cantsit down and study... i just came back from shanghai today. and tmr i have 2 tests. chem and lit. i havent even read through my lit textS!!!! i am so dead. and oh ya, did i mention that mty O level orals is this friday??? life is so great. wheni thought it couldnt get any worse, it got worse. im so totally fucked up. 

ok this is  going to be a quick entry. im leaving for the airport soon. national day was awesome. i had so much fun singing and stuff. we won the class decor again! that means we won ALL the class decor last yr and this yr:) we rock. anyways, then we ate pizza. the all cheezy one? loved it. then we played mahjong, bridge and daidi. I ZI MUO LEH! first time! i won twice:D:D ahaha

 

anyways, i've been crazy on facebook! it's so fun!haha! go join! 

have you ever felt that life is a waste of time? you were born, you go to school, you work, you get married, you get kids, you grow old, then, that's it. you die. when you die, what happens? nothing. everything you had done becomes nothing. it's like all this while you worked so hard just to achieve nothing. what you get in the end is nothing. what i've been working for is for nothing. sounds quite disappointing isnt it? so i've worked my ass off just to get NOTHING in return? how fair is that? oh wait, life isnt fair. that sucks doesnt it? yeah. it does. it'l like why bother living and doing your best to survive when in the end, you'll still die? so we're living so that we can die? how is that right? it cant be.

 

it just doesnt make sense. it just doesnt.